April 18, 2025 ~ Friday

Good morning!

Highs of yesterday:

Support from mom came ❤️. Spent time with my kids. Watched Gabby and Rowan make birds nests with eggs and peeps out of pretzels and chocolate. Gave Junior a bath. Wings for dinner. Gave Rowan items from old house. Babies played with flashlight. Showed Rowan how to work camcorder. She had fun. Sat in the sun for a while in morning. Read step 3 and thought about it. I think I can do it. Individual therapy went well, talked about Atomic Habits. Worked on a meditation exercise. Talked about ups and downs of week. How to get through this weekend if I don’t see my kids. Thought about updates to WRAP. Thoughts on Mother’s Day gift. No nap and didn’t really need it. Idea to start family traditions.

High from Wednesday:

Very creative morning, including listing of projects and bringing out of camera. Thoughts on Father’s Day gifts. Connected with Michelle about recovery and AA program. She may be my sponsor. She wants to come to a meeting with me. Beautiful photos of Tues to share on Facebook. Able to share positive activities in group. Made it to group.

Lows of yesterday:

Confirmed nonprofit bank account closed. 🥹 Realize really going to gain weight from med requirement 350 calories nightly. Ate poorly throughout day. Photo of me not shared.

I’m grateful for my family and my friends. Riley. So much more. I’m actually comfortable in my new home. With Meg.

I’m worried about getting through a beautiful weekend not seeing kids much. Need to make plans. Working on it.

Have group this morning… meeting with michelle tonight. May go by library… dog park… fishing hole?

Have an amazing day!