August 15, 2023 ~ Not New

I knew when I left my marriage a few years ago dating was going to be difficult and I may be alone for a long time. That idea is not new. It's also not easy.

I don't want to be a burden on someone. Or settle for anything less than beautiful, mutual love and respect.

My husband was a very selfish man. I grew tired of holding in my feelings of disappointment. We were very different.

I tried to tell him I needed more. More activities, more friends. More of what life has to offer.

I started to feel it in every cell of my body. I had no choice but to go.

He swore I'd be re-married quickly, within 2 years. I think, maybe if I were selfish like him I would have been. But I need to be careful. Make sure whomever I end up with, if anyone, knows exactly what he's getting involved with AND has the ability to stay strong through tough times AND shares attraction.

I think I have a broken heart.