February 18, 2025 ~ Tuesday

I’m really pleased with me. I didn’t drink last night though I had a really strong urge to. I’ve been feeling down, almost the normal these days. And thought about it as I was passing stores last night. But… I also thought about how much I’d beat myself up if I did it. How I made a promise to Meg. How it could impact the success of my day today. And how I just needed to make it through the day, something learned from reading AA material last weekend. I really do think I have a disease. I can’t imagine a normal person obsessing about alcohol the way I do. Guess I may be ready to admit I have a problem.

Meds/vitamins. Water. Coffee. Riley. News.

I’m grateful for my family and friends. Riley. Home. Job.

I’ve already responded to texts this morning to maybe 5 different people. Too early, but I got a few things done. INCLUDING texts that involve side work that can bring in extra income. That wouldn’t have happened if I drank last night, probably.

Have an amazing day!