February 19, 2025 ~ Wednesday

I’ve been awake since 3am. I went to sleep at 8pm last night though… so I did have 7 hours of sleep. The sleep was restless though, I believe because 1) I didn’t take benedryl with my medicine cocktail and 2) I drank Diet Dr. Pepper before bed. Does it have caffeine? Not sure.

Yesterday was a good day. I feel good about my job. I also went to see Gabby and Kalob Junior for lunch, which was nice. And picked some photos up from Walgreens.

The past 2 hours this morning have been more than interesting. I skimmed Facebook for a bit, then watched some TikTok reels. Facebook was great because I haven’t looked at it much lately. I was able to catch up on friends. TikTok was incredible because, as usual, it got me thinking.

The algorithm or whatever causes it has caused what I’m exposed to when looking at TikTok to be like 95% Christian. ?

This app, which has almost been banned… ? Interesting.

I watched a testimony that really touched me and shared it with Lew. It’s been inportant to him to try to reach me spiritually. I thought he would like to see what TikTok shared.

Another interesting thought. TikTok may be the solution to a very big problem I’ve had, one which has been a stumbling block on my path to the Lord, if he exists. If the Lord exists, and I start believing this, and I am to be obedient, how might I share this with my grand-babies?

Rowan has already started asking me about the Christian videos popping up on my phone. Interesting.

Anyway. Here I am sleepy but unable to sleep, thinking about ways to get ahead today. So many possibilities!

It crossed my mind that I didn’t receive E’s application back after his interview Monday. Thoughtless of me not to realize it until now. A little amusing though and something I’ll share with John. He may have already noticed and realized what I did. He’s been saying he doesn’t think we’ll hear from E.

It crossed my mind that I really did have skills in reviewing resumes. Hmmm. One woman, for example… experience in all aspects of business. We’re going to bring her in. She didn’t interview great, but John has a feeling?

I’m starting to really wonder what the guys really knew about me before hiring me. What did D share with Jim? I’m feeling like someone was really looking out for me to help me land my job.

I have a lot on my mind! And it feels really good.

I’ve been sleeping through the past couple of months and it’s time to wake up!

PS Amy is visiting soon!

Meds/vitamins… not yet. It’s too early. Coffee. Very soon. Or maybe I’ll treat myself to soda. I’m craving something sweet and there are worse things I can do. Hmmmm Meg and I bought a new sweetener for me to try with my coffee I keep forgetting about. Riley. Still sleeping like a baby.

I’m grateful that my mind is working so well this morning. ❤️ and for my family, friends, Riley, job, home.

Have an amazing day!