February 6, 2024 ~ A Tough Day

Yesterday was a really tough day but it's over. Turns out people are worried about the status of my health right now. I couldn't communicate more, having a daily blog. Whatever.

I think I'm going to finish my book up soon on my own and not publish it. It's okay. I'm going to write another.

My next book may be about dating with mental health challenges, and the decision to disclose early. The stigma of my illness is real and everywhere. I'll remain single until I find someone who is okay with it and everything else about me. My choice.

I'm looking forward to starting the new book. Writing is a good hobby for me. And I have so much time on my hands.

My family wanting to remain anonymous defeats the purpose of writing it. The point of writing the book is to encourage others not to be afraid of the world and what people may think of them. The irony.

Meds/vitamins. Dogs. Coffee. News. Facebook. Maybe I'll make some eggs and sausage for breakfast.

I stayed home and thought all night last night about a couple conversations had yesterday.

Maybe my level of wellness right now is enough? Maybe I'm doing the best I can?

I need to attend a sales meeting this morning and prepare my workday. Set up the new printer I had to buy yesterday.

I need to let R know that I cannot advertise for his business selling bourdoi photo sessions. I just can't tie myself to it.

I need to pick up business cards from the office and have dinner with E at an amazing restaurant, business networking.

It's going to be a damn good day.