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  • Writer's pictureMiMi

March 7, 2024 ~ Thurs

Good morning. I had a day yesterday and played pool last night, winning in 8-ball and losing in 9.


This morning I'm angry. I'm angry that she's upset with me and not supporting my decision. I'm angry she's visiting and has taken the joy out of preparing for her arrival from me. I'm angry that her MO had always been to sweep things under the rug and not talk about them. And I'm going to stop being angry now.


I'm going to start pretending everything is okay and great and get through this workday, and plan for this weekend's company.


I'm also worried and shared with G that my feelings for him seem to be returning. His understanding and support of everything I go through, it started to be clear again. It's not good. It means I may start missing him when he's not here like before. It means tears and feeling lonely. Being just friends, it may not be possible. I warned him in a text last night. Ugh.


How am I going to get through this day?


Have a good one.

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